How him to say? That his attitude hurt me, Woundedtodeepest of myself,
And that Iwill needthetime, BeforeI canforgive him, What he didn't wanttoever makefor me, And whatheismakingforHER!
Are thecomfort andthesecuritythem so essential? Iamshutin in this incomprehension. But mustmeindeed tolookforhas understand? To understand,the reason of the how? To understand why HERandnotme? Tounderstand mypainbeing,and my feelings? Togobetter,canbe.... ButI don'twanttoworry themind, For him,for HER,andfor whatonecouldhave lived, During twoyears together!
Imust letleave him, totake offand...tolive HER life!